第 20 章
柯林斯先生獨自一個人默默地幻想著美滿的姻緣，可是並沒有想上多久，因為班納特太太一直待在走廊裏混時間，等著聽他們倆商談的結果，現在看見伊莉莎白開了門，匆匆忙忙走上樓去，她便馬上走進飯廳，熱烈地祝賀柯林斯先生，祝賀她自己，說是他們今後大有親上加親的希望了。柯林斯先生同樣快樂地接受了她的祝賀，同時又祝賀了她一番，接著就把他跟伊莉莎白剛才的那場談話，一五一十地講了出來，說他有充分的理由相信，談話的結果很令人滿意，因為他的表妹雖然再三拒絕，可是那種拒絕，自然是她那羞怯淑靜和嬌柔細緻的天性的流露。
這一消息可叫班納特太太嚇了一跳。當然，要是她的女兒果真是口頭上拒絕他的求婚，骨子裏卻在鼓勵他，那她也會同樣覺得高興的，可是她不敢這麼想，而且不得不照直說了出來。
她說：”柯林斯先生，你放心吧，我會叫麗萃懂事一些的。我馬上就要親自跟她談談。她是個固執的傻姑娘，不明白好歹；可是我會叫她明白的。”對不起，讓我插句嘴，太太，”柯林斯先生叫道：”要是她果真又固執又傻，那我就不知道她是否配做我理想的妻子了，因為象我這樣地位的人，結婚自然是為了要幸福。這麼說，如果她真拒絕我的求婚，那倒是不要勉強她好，否則，她脾氣方面有了這些缺點，她對於我的幸福決不會不什麼好處。”
班納特太太吃驚地說：”先生，你完全誤會了我的意思，麗萃不過在這類事情上固執些，可是遇到別的事情，她的性子再好也沒有了。我馬上去找班納特先生，我們一下子就會把她這個問題談妥的，我有把握。”
她不等他回答，便急忙跑到丈夫那兒去，一走進他的書房就嚷道：噢，我的好老爺，你得馬上出來一下；我們鬧得天翻地覆了呢。你得來勸勸麗萃跟柯林斯先生結婚，因為她賭咒發誓不要他；假如你不趕快來打個圓場，他就要改變主意，反過來不要她了。”
班納特先生見她走進來，便從書本上抬起眼睛，安然自得、漠不關心地望著她臉上。他聽了她的話，完全不動聲色。
她說完以後，他便說道：”抱歉，我沒有聽懂你究竟說些什麼。”我說的是柯林斯先生和麗萃的事，麗萃表示不要柯林斯先生，柯林斯先生也開始說他不要麗萃了。”這種事叫我有什麼辦法？看來是件沒有指望的事。”你去同麗萃說說看吧。就跟她說，你非要她跟他結婚不可。”叫她下來吧。讓我來跟她說。”
班納特太太拉下了鈴，伊莉莎白小姐給叫到書房裏來了。
爸爸一見她來，便大聲說：”上這兒來，孩子，我叫你來談一件要緊的事。我聽說柯林斯先生向你求婚，真有這回事嗎？”伊莉莎白說，真有這回事。”很好。你把這樁婚事回絕了嗎？”我回絕了，爸爸。”很好，我們現在就來談到本題。你的媽非要你答應不可。我的好太太，可不是嗎？”是的，否則我看也不要看到她了。”擺在你面前的是個很不幸的難題，你得自己去抉擇，伊莉莎白。從今天起，你不和父親成為陌路人，就要和母親成為陌路人。要是你不嫁給柯林斯先生，你的媽就不要再見你，要是你嫁給他，我就不要再見你了。”
伊莉莎白聽到了那樣的開頭和這樣的結論，不得不笑了一笑；不過，這可苦了班納特太太，她本以為丈夫一定會照著她的意思來對待這件事的，哪里料到反而叫她大失所望。”你這話是什麼意思，我的好老爺？你事先不是答應了我，非叫她嫁給他不可嗎？”好太太，”丈夫回答道，”我有兩件事要求你幫幫忙。第一，請你允許我自由運用我自己的書房。我真巴不得早日在自己書房裏圖個清閒自在。”
班納特太太雖然碰了一鼻子灰，可是並不甘心甘休。她一遍又一遍地說服伊莉莎白，一忽兒哄騙，一忽兒威脅。她想盡辦法拉著吉英幫忙，可是吉英偏不願意多管閒事，極其委婉地謝絕了。伊莉莎白應付得很好，一忽兒情意懇切，一忽兒又是嘻皮笑臉，方式儘管變來變換去，決心卻始終如一。
這當兒，柯林斯先生獨自把剛才的那一幕深思默想了一番。他的把自己估價太高了，因此弄不明白表妹所以拒絕他，原因究竟何在。雖說他的自尊心受到了傷害，可是他別的方面絲毫也不覺得難過。他對他的好感完全是憑空想像的，他又以為她的母親一定會責駡她，因此心裏便也不覺得有什麼難受了，因為她挨她母親的罵是活該，不必為她過意不去。
正當這一家子鬧得亂紛紛的時候，夏綠蒂?盧卡斯上她們這兒來玩了。麗迪雅在大門品碰到她，立刻奔上前去湊近她跟前說道：”你來了我真高興，這兒正鬧得有趣呢！你知道今天上午發生了什麼事？柯林斯先生向麗萃求婚，麗萃偏偏不肯要他。”
夏綠蒂還沒來得及回答，吉蒂就走到她們跟前來了，把同樣的消息報導了一遍。她們走進起坐間，只見班納特太太正獨自待在那兒，馬上又和她們談到這話題上來，要求盧卡斯小姐憐恤憐恤她老人家，勸勸她的朋友麗萃順從全家人的意思。”求求你吧，盧卡斯小姐，”她又用苦痛的聲調說道：”誰也不站在我一邊，大家都故意作踐我，一個個都對我狠心透頂，誰也不能體諒我的神經。”
夏綠蒂正要回答，恰巧吉英和伊莉莎白走進來了，因此沒有開口。嘿，她來啦，”班納特太太接下去說。”看她一臉滿不在乎的神氣，一些不把我們放在心上，好象是冤家對頭，一任她自己獨斷獨行。──麗萃小姐，讓我老實告訴你吧；如果你一碰到人家求婚，就象這樣拒絕，那你一生一世都休想弄到一個丈夫。瞧你爸爸去世以後，還有誰來養你。我是養不活你的，事先得跟你聲明。從今天起，我跟你一刀兩斷。你知道，剛剛在書房裏，我就跟你說過，我再也不要跟你說話了，瞧我說得到就做得到。我不高興跟忤逆的女兒說話。老實說，跟誰說話都不大樂意。象我這樣一個神經上有病痛的人，就沒有多大的興致說話。誰也不知道我的苦楚！不過天下事總是這樣的，你嘴上不訴苦，就沒有人可憐你。”
女兒們一聲不響，只是聽著她發牢騷。她們都明白，要是你想跟她評評理，安慰安慰她，那就等於火上加油。她嘮嘮叨叨往下說，女兒們沒有一個來岔斷她的話。最後，柯林斯先生進來了，臉上的神氣比平常顯得益發莊嚴，她一見到他，便對女兒們這樣說：現在我要你們一個個都住嘴，讓柯林斯先生跟我談一會兒。”
伊莉莎白靜悄悄地走出去了，吉英和吉蒂跟著也走了出去，只有麗迪雅站在那兒不動，正要聽聽他們談些什麼。夏綠蒂也沒有走，先是因為柯林斯先生仔仔細細問候她和她的家庭，所以不便即走，隨後又為了滿足她自己的好奇心，便走到視窗，去偷聽他們談話。只聽得班納特太太開始怨聲怨氣地把預先準備好的一番話談出來：”哦，柯林斯先生。”親愛的太太，”柯林斯先生說，”這件事讓我們再也別提了吧。我決不會怨恨令嬡這種行為。”他說到這裏，聲調中立刻流露出極其不愉快的意味：”我們大家都得逆來順受，象我這樣年少得志，小小年紀就得到了人家的器重，特別應該如此，我相信我一切都聽天由命。即使蒙我那位美麗的表妹不棄，答應了我的求婚，或許我仍然免不了要懷疑，是否就此會獲得真正的幸福，因為我一向認為，幸福一經拒絕，就不值得我們再加重視。遇到這種場合，聽天由命是再好不過的辦法。親愛的太太，我這樣收回了對令嬡的求婚，希望你別以為這是對您老人家和班納特先生不恭敬的表示，別怪我沒要求你們出面代我調停一下。只不過我並不是受到您拒絕，而是受到令嬡的拒絕，這一點也許值得遺憾。可是人人都難免有個陰錯陽差的時候。我對於這件事始終是一片好心好意。我的目的就是要找一個可愛的伴侶，並且適當地考慮到府上的利益；假使我的態度方面有什麼地方應該受到責備的話，就讓我當面道個謙吧。”
Chapter 20
MR. COLLINS was not left long to the silent contemplation of his successful love; for Mrs. Bennet, having dawdled about in the vestibule to watch for the end of the conference, no sooner saw Elizabeth open the door and with quick step pass her towards the staircase, than she entered the breakfast room, and congratulated both him and herself in warm terms on the happy prospect of their nearer connection. Mr. Collins received and returned these felicitations with equal pleasure, and then proceeded to relate the particulars of their interview, with the result of which he trusted he had every reason to be satisfied, since the refusal which his cousin had stedfastly given him would naturally flow from her bashful modesty and the genuine delicacy of her character.
This information, however, startled Mrs. Bennet; — she would have been glad to be equally satisfied that her daughter had meant to encourage him by protesting against his proposals, but she dared not to believe it, and could not help saying so.
“But depend upon it, Mr. Collins,” she added, “that Lizzy shall be brought to reason. I will speak to her about it myself directly. She is a very headstrong foolish girl, and does not know her own interest; but I will make her know it.”
“Pardon me for interrupting you, Madam,” cried Mr. Collins; “but if she is really headstrong and foolish, I know not whether she would altogether be a very desirable wife to a man in my situation, who naturally looks for happiness in the marriage state. If therefore she actually persists in rejecting my suit, perhaps it were better not to force her into accepting me, because if liable to such defects of temper, she could not contribute much to my felicity.”
“Sir, you quite misunderstand me,” said Mrs. Bennet, alarmed. “Lizzy is only headstrong in such matters as these. In every thing else she is as good natured a girl as ever lived. I will go directly to Mr. Bennet, and we shall very soon settle it with her, I am sure.”
She would not give him time to reply, but hurrying instantly to her husband, called out as she entered the library,
“Oh! Mr. Bennet, you are wanted immediately; we are all in an uproar. You must come and make Lizzy marry Mr. Collins, for she vows she will not have him, and if you do not make haste he will change his mind and not have her.”
Mr. Bennet raised his eyes from his book as she entered, and fixed them on her face with a calm unconcern which was not in the least altered by her communication.
“I have not the pleasure of understanding you,” said he, when she had finished her speech. “Of what are you talking?”
“Of Mr. Collins and Lizzy. Lizzy declares she will not have Mr. Collins, and Mr. Collins begins to say that he will not have Lizzy.”
“And what am I to do on the occasion? — It seems an hopeless business.”
“Speak to Lizzy about it yourself. Tell her that you insist upon her marrying him.”
“Let her be called down. She shall hear my opinion.”
Mrs. Bennet rang the bell, and Miss Elizabeth was summoned to the library.
“Come here, child,” cried her father as she appeared. “I have sent for you on an affair of importance. I understand that Mr. Collins has made you an offer of marriage. Is it true?” Elizabeth replied that it was. “Very well — and this offer of marriage you have refused?”
“I have, Sir.”
“Very well. We now come to the point. Your mother insists upon your accepting it. Is not it so, Mrs. Bennet?”
“Yes, or I will never see her again.”
“An unhappy alternative is before you, Elizabeth. From this day you must be a stranger to one of your parents. — Your mother will never see you again if you do not marry Mr. Collins, and I will never see you again if you do.”
Elizabeth could not but smile at such a conclusion of such a beginning; but Mrs. Bennet, who had persuaded herself that her husband regarded the affair as she wished, was excessively disappointed.
“What do you mean, Mr. Bennet, by talking in this way? You promised me to insist upon her marrying him.”
“My dear,” replied her husband, “I have two small favours to request. First, that you will allow me the free use of my understanding on the present occasion; and secondly, of my room. I shall be glad to have the library to myself as soon as may be.”
Not yet, however, in spite of her disappointment in her husband, did Mrs. Bennet give up the point. She talked to Elizabeth again and again; coaxed and threatened her by turns. She endeavoured to secure Jane in her interest but Jane with all possible mildness declined interfering; — and Elizabeth, sometimes with real earnestness and sometimes with playful gaiety, replied to her attacks. Though her manner varied, however, her determination never did.
Mr. Collins, meanwhile, was meditating in solitude on what had passed. He thought too well of himself to comprehend on what motive his cousin could refuse him; and though his pride was hurt, he suffered in no other way. His regard for her was quite imaginary; and the possibility of her deserving her mother’s reproach prevented his feeling any regret.
While the family were in this confusion, Charlotte Lucas came to spend the day with them. She was met in the vestibule by Lydia, who, flying to her, cried in a half whisper, “I am glad you are come, for there is such fun here! — What do you think has happened this morning? — Mr. Collins has made an offer to Lizzy, and she will not have him.”
Charlotte had hardly time to answer, before they were joined by Kitty, who came to tell the same news, and no sooner had they entered the breakfast-room, where Mrs. Bennet was alone, than she likewise began on the subject, calling on Miss Lucas for her compassion, and entreating her to persuade her friend Lizzy to comply with the wishes of all her family. “Pray do, my dear Miss Lucas,” she added in a melancholy tone, “for nobody is on my side, nobody takes part with me, I am cruelly used, nobody feels for my poor nerves.”
Charlotte’s reply was spared by the entrance of Jane and Elizabeth.
“Aye, there she comes,” continued Mrs. Bennet, “looking as unconcerned as may be, and caring no more for us than if we were at York, provided she can have her own way. — But I tell you what, Miss Lizzy, if you take it into your head to go on refusing every offer of marriage in this way, you will never get a husband at all — and I am sure I do not know who is to maintain you when your father is dead. — I shall not be able to keep you — and so I warn you. — I have done with you from this very day. — I told you in the library, you know, that I should never speak to you again, and you will find me as good as my word. I have no pleasure in talking to undutiful children, — Not that I have much pleasure indeed in talking to any body. People who suffer as I do from nervous complaints can have no great inclination for talking. Nobody can tell what I suffer! — But it is always so. Those who do not complain are never pitied.”
Her daughters listened in silence to this effusion, sensible that any attempt to reason with or sooth her would only increase the irritation. She talked on, therefore, without interruption from any of them till they were joined by Mr. Collins, who entered with an air more stately than usual, and on perceiving whom, she said to the girls,
“Now, I do insist upon it, that you, all of you, hold your tongues, and let Mr. Collins and me have a little conversation together.”
Elizabeth passed quietly out of the room, Jane and Kitty followed, but Lydia stood her ground, determined to hear all she could; and Charlotte, detained first by the civility of Mr. Collins, whose inquiries after herself and all her family were very minute, and then by a little curiosity, satisfied herself with walking to the window and pretending not to hear. In a doleful voice Mrs. Bennet thus began the projected conversation. — “Oh! Mr. Collins!” —
“My dear Madam,” replied he, “let us be for ever silent on this point. Far be it from me,” he presently continued, in a voice that marked his displeasure, “to resent the behaviour of your daughter. Resignation to inevitable evils is the duty of us all; the peculiar duty of a young man who has been so fortunate as I have been in early preferment; and I trust I am resigned. Perhaps not the less so from feeling a doubt of my positive happiness had my fair cousin honoured me with her hand; for I have often observed that resignation is never so perfect as when the blessing denied begins to lose somewhat of its value in our estimation. You will not, I hope, consider me as shewing any disrespect to your family, my dear Madam, by thus withdrawing my pretensions to your daughter’s favour, without having paid yourself and Mr. Bennet the compliment of requesting you to interpose your authority in my behalf. My conduct may, I fear, be objectionable in having accepted my dismission from your daughter’s lips instead of your own. But we are all liable to error. I have certainly meant well through the whole affair. My object has been to secure an amiable companion for myself, with due consideration for the advantage of all your family, and if my manner has been at all reprehensible, I here beg leave to apologise.”
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