第 17 章
第二天，伊莉莎白把韋翰先生跟她自己說的那些話全告訴了吉英。吉英聽得又是驚奇又是關心。她簡直不能相信，達西先生會這樣地不值得彬格萊先生器重，可是，象韋翰這樣一個青年美男子，她實在無從懷疑他說話不誠實。一想到韋翰可能真的受到這些虧待，她就不禁起了憐惜之心；因此她只得認為他們兩位先生都是好人，替他們雙方辨白，把一切無法解釋的事都解釋做意外和誤會。
吉英說：”我認為他們雙方都受了人家的蒙蔽，至於是怎樣受到蒙蔽的，我們當然無從猜測，也許是哪一個有關的人從中挑撥是非。簡單地說，除非是我們有確確實實的根據可以責怪任何一方面，我們就無從憑空猜想出他們是為了什麼事才不和睦的。”你這話說得不錯。那麼，親愛的吉英，你將替這種有關的人說些什麼話呢？你也得替這種人辨白一下呀，否則我們又不得不怪到某一個人身上去了。”你受怎麼取笑就怎麼取笑吧，反正你總不能把我的意見笑掉。親愛的麗萃，你且想一想，達西先生的父親生前那樣地疼愛這個人，而且答應要瞻養他，如今達西先生本人卻這般虧待他，那他簡直太不象話了。這是不可能的。一個人只要還有點起碼的人道之心，只要多少還尊重自己的人格，就不會做出這種事來。難道他自己的最知已的朋友，竟會被他蒙蔽到這種地步嗎？噢！不會的。”我還是認為彬格萊先生受了他的蒙蔽，並不認為韋翰先生昨兒晚上跟我說和話是捏造的。他把一個個的人名，一樁樁的事實，都說得很有根有據，毫無虛偽做作。倘若事實並非如此，那麼讓達西先生自己來辨白吧。你只要看看韋翰那副神氣，就知道他沒有說假話。”這的確叫人很難說――也叫人難受。叫人不知道怎麼想法才好。”說句你不見怪的話，人家完全知道該怎麼樣想法。”
吉英只有一樁事情是猜得准的，那就是說，要是彬格萊先生果真受了蒙蔽，那麼，一旦真想大白，他一定會萬分痛心。
兩位年輕的小姐正在矮樹林裏談得起勁，忽然家裏派人來叫她們回去，因為有客人上門來──事情真湊巧，來的正是她們所談到的那幾位。原來尼日斐花園下星期二要舉行一次盼望了好久的舞會，彬格萊先生跟他的姐妹們特地親自前來邀請她們參加。兩位娘兒們和自己要好的朋友重逢，真是非常高興。她們說，自從分別以來，恍若隔世，又一再地問起吉英別來做些什麼。她們對班納特府上其餘的人簡直不理不睬。她們儘量避免班納特太太的糾纏，又很少跟伊莉莎白談，至於對別的人，那就根本一句話也不說了。她們一會兒告辭了，而且那兩個娘兒們出於她們的兄弟彬格萊先生的意料之外，一骨碌從座位上站了起來，拔腿就走，好象急於要避開班納特太太那些糾纏不清的繁文縟節似的。
尼日斐花園要舉行舞會，這一件事使這一家太太小姐都高興到極點。班納特太太認為這次舞會是為了恭維她的大女兒才開的，而且這次舞會由彬格萊先生親自登門邀請，而不是發請貼來請，這叫她更加高興。吉英心裏只是想像著，到了那天晚上，便可以和兩個好朋友促膝談心，又可以受到他們兄弟的殷勤待候；伊莉莎白得意地想到跟韋翰先生痛痛快快地狂跳一下，又可以從達西先生的神情舉止中把事情的底細看個水落石出。至於咖苔琳和麗迪雅，她們可不把開心作樂寄託於某一件事或某一個人身上，雖然她們倆跟伊莉莎白一樣，想要和韋翰先生跳上大半夜，可是跳舞會上能夠使她們跳個痛快的舞伴決不止他一個人，何況跳舞會究竟是跳舞會。甚至連曼麗也告訴家裏人說，她對於這次舞會也不是完全不感到興趣。
曼麗說：”只要每天上午的時間能夠由我自己支配就夠了。我認為偶然參加參加晚會並不是什麼犧牲。我們大家都應該有社交生活。我認為誰都少不了要不些消遣和娛樂。”
伊莉莎白這會兒真太高興了；她雖然本來不大跟柯林斯先生多話，現在也不禁問他是不是願意上彬格萊先生那兒去作客，如果願意，參加晚會是不是合適。出乎伊莉莎白的意料之外，柯林斯先生對於作客問題毫無猶豫，而且還敢跳舞，一點不怕大主教或咖苔琳?德?包爾夫人的指責。
他說：”老實告訴你，這樣的舞會，主人是一個品格高尚的青年，賓客又是些體面人，我決不認為會有什麼不好的傾向。我非但不反對自己跳舞，而且希望當天晚上表妹們都肯賞臉。伊莉莎白小姐，我就利用這次機會請你陪我跳頭兩場舞，我相信吉英表妹一定還會怪我對她有什麼失禮吧，因為我這樣儘先盡後有正當的理由。”
伊莉莎白覺得自己完全上了當。她本來一心要跟韋翰跳開頭幾場，如今卻來了個柯林斯先生從中作梗！她從來沒有象現在這樣掃興過，不過事到如今，已無法補救。韋翰先生的幸福跟她自己的幸福不得不耽擱一下了，她於是極其和顏悅色地答應了柯林斯先生的請求。她一想到柯林斯此番殷勤乃是別有用心，她就不太樂意。她首先就想到他已經在她的幾個姐妹中間看中了她自己，認為她配做漢斯福牧師家裏的主婦，而且當羅新斯沒有更適當的賓客時，打起牌來要是三缺一，她也可以湊湊數。她這個想法立該得到了證實，因為她觀察到他對她越來越殷勤，只聽得他老是恭維她聰明活潑。雖然從這場風波足以想見她的誘人的魅力，她可並不因此得意，反而感到驚奇，她的母親不久又跟她說，他們倆是可能結婚的，這叫她做母親的很喜歡。伊莉莎白對母親這句話只當作沒有聽見，因為她非常明白，只要跟母親搭起腔來，就免不了要大吵一場。柯林斯先生也許不會提出求婚，既然他還沒有明白提出，那又何必為了他爭吵。
自從尼日斐花園邀請班納特家幾位小姐參加跳舞的那天起，到開舞會的那天為止，雨一直下個不停，弄得班家幾個年紀小的女兒們沒有到麥裏屯去過一次，也無從去看望姨母，訪問軍官和打聽新聞，要不是把參加舞會的事拿來談談，準備準備，那她們真要可憐死了。她們連蹯鞋上要用的玫瑰花也是叫別人去代買的。甚至伊莉莎白也對這種天氣厭惡透了，就是這種天氣弄得她和韋翰先生的友誼毫無進展。總算下星期二有個跳舞會，這才使吉蒂和麗迪雅熬過了星期五，星期六，星期日和星期一。
Chapter 17
ELIZABETH related to Jane the next day, what had passed between Mr. Wickham and herself. Jane listened with astonishment and concern; — she knew not how to believe that Mr. Darcy could be so unworthy of Mr. Bingley’s regard; and yet, it was not in her nature to question the veracity of a young man of such amiable appearance as Wickham. — The possibility of his having really endured such unkindness, was enough to interest all her tender feelings; and nothing therefore remained to be done, but to think well of them both, to defend the conduct of each, and throw into the account of accident or mistake, whatever could not be otherwise explained.
“They have both,” said she, “been deceived, I dare say, in some way or other, of which we can form no idea. Interested people have perhaps misrepresented each to the other. It is, in short, impossible for us to conjecture the causes or circumstances which may have alienated them, without actual blame on either side.”
“Very true, indeed; — and now, my dear Jane, what have you got to say in behalf of the interested people who have probably been concerned in the business? — Do clear them too, or we shall be obliged to think ill of somebody.”
“Laugh as much as you chuse, but you will not laugh me out of my opinion. My dearest Lizzy, do but consider in what a disgraceful light it places Mr. Darcy, to be treating his father’s favourite in such a manner, — one, whom his father had promised to provide for. — It is impossible. No man of common humanity, no man who had any value for his character, could be capable of it. Can his most intimate friends be so excessively deceived in him? oh! no.”
“I can much more easily believe Mr. Bingley’s being imposed on, than that Mr. Wickham should invent such a history of himself as he gave me last night; names, facts, every thing mentioned without ceremony. — If it be not so, let Mr. Darcy contradict it. Besides, there was truth in his looks.”
“It is difficult indeed — it is distressing. — One does not know what to think.”
“I beg your pardon; — one knows exactly what to think.”
But Jane could think with certainty on only one point, — that Mr. Bingley, if he had been imposed on, would have much to suffer when the affair became public.
The two young ladies were summoned from the shrubbery where this conversation passed, by the arrival of some of the very persons of whom they had been speaking; Mr. Bingley and his sisters came to give their personal invitation for the long expected ball at Netherfield, which was fixed for the following Tuesday. The two ladies were delighted to see their dear friend again, called it an age since they had met, and repeatedly asked what she had been doing with herself since their separation. To the rest of the family they paid little attention; avoiding Mrs. Bennet as much as possible, saying not much to Elizabeth, and nothing at all to the others. They were soon gone again, rising from their seats with an activity which took their brother by surprise, and hurrying off as if eager to escape from Mrs. Bennet’s civilities.
The prospect of the Netherfield ball was extremely agreeable to every female of the family. Mrs. Bennet chose to consider it as given in compliment to her eldest daughter, and was particularly flattered by receiving the invitation from Mr. Bingley himself, instead of a ceremonious card; Jane pictured to herself a happy evening in the society of her two friends, and the attention of their brother; and Elizabeth thought with pleasure of dancing a great deal with Mr. Wickham, and of seeing a confirmation of every thing in Mr. Darcy’s looks and behaviour. The happiness anticipated by Catherine and Lydia, depended less on any single event, or any particular person, for though they each, like Elizabeth, meant to dance half the evening with Mr. Wickham, he was by no means the only partner who could satisfy them, and a ball was at any rate, a ball. And even Mary could assure her family that she had no disinclination for it.
“While I can have my mornings to myself,” said she, “it is enough. — I think it no sacrifice to join occasionally in evening engagements. Society has claims on us all; and I profess myself one of those who consider intervals of recreation and amusement as desirable for every body.”
Elizabeth’s spirits were so high on the occasion that, though she did not often speak unnecessarily to Mr. Collins, she could not help asking him whether he intended to accept Mr. Bingley’s invitation, and, if he did, whether he would think it proper to join in the evening’s amusement; and she was rather surprised to find that he entertained no scruple whatever on that head, and was very far from dreading a rebuke either from the Archbishop, or Lady Catherine de Bourgh, by venturing to dance.
“I am by no means of opinion, I assure you,” said he, “that a ball of this kind, given by a young man of character to respectable people, can have any evil tendency; and I am so far from objecting to dancing myself, that I shall hope to be honoured with the hands of all my fair cousins in the course of the evening, and I take this opportunity of soliciting yours, Miss Elizabeth, for the two first dances especially, — a preference which I trust my cousin Jane will attribute to the right cause, and not to any disrespect for her.”
Elizabeth felt herself completely taken in. She had fully proposed being engaged by Wickham for those very dances: — and to have Mr. Collins instead! her liveliness had been never worse timed. There was no help for it however. Mr. Wickham’s happiness and her own was perforce delayed a little longer, and Mr. Collins’s proposal accepted with as good a grace as she could. She was not the better pleased with his gallantry from the idea it suggested of something more. — It now first struck her that she was selected from among her sisters as worthy of being the mistress of Hunsford Parsonage, and of assisting to form a quadrille table at Rosings, in the absence of more eligible visitors. The idea soon reached to conviction, as she observed his increasing civilities toward herself, and heard his frequent attempt at a compliment on her wit and vivacity; and though more astonished than gratified herself by this effect of her charms, it was not long before her mother gave her to understand that the probability of their marriage was exceedingly agreeable to her. Elizabeth, however, did not chuse to take the hint, being well aware that a serious dispute must be the consequence of any reply. Mr. Collins might never make the offer, and till he did, it was useless to quarrel about him.
If there had not been a Netherfield ball to prepare for and talk of, the younger Miss Bennets would have been in a pitiable state at this time, for from the day of the invitation to the day of the ball, there was such a succession of rain as prevented their walking to Meryton once. No aunt, no officers, no news could be sought after; — the very shoe-roses for Netherfield were got by proxy. Even Elizabeth might have found some trial of her patience in weather which totally suspended the improvement of her acquaintance with Mr. Wickham; and nothing less than a dance on Tuesday, could have made such a Friday, Saturday, Sunday, and Monday endurable to Kitty and Lydia.
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