年底越来越近。见肉体的折磨和疯狂的强制洗脑都不能使我放弃大法，看守们越来越急。
三大队教导员对我说：“唐乙文！我们现在不需要你写什么了，我恨不得一脚就把你踢出劳教所！你只要照我们给你的样本抄一遍，我们就放你出去！”
三大队一个队长走进牢房，在我耳边压低着嗓子说：“如果你不投降，没有尽头的折磨在前面等着你！你会被这样关到死为止！”
劳教所所长说：“你们法轮功不是有很多人才吗？不听共产党的话，我们就叫你们人才变废材！在劳教所不放弃法轮功，那就关你进学习班（洗脑集中营）！在学习班还不放弃，那就关你进监狱！我们政府有大把地方关你们！”
被关进劳教所前我就已经知道，江泽民已下令在边疆荒僻地区建造大量监狱，专门关押大法弟子。
我该如何抉择？
我看不到别的大法弟子，不知道她们如何抉择。
我必须作出自己的抉择。
（待续）
(英文对照)
The end of the year was nearer and nearer. Seeing both physical torture and frenzied brainwashing couldn’t make me renounce Dafa, the guards got more and more anxious.
The Third Brigade chief said to me, “Yiwen Tang! I really wish I could kick you out of here this instant! We no longer require you to write any guarantee of renouncing Falun Gong; as long as you make a copy of the short sample article we gave you, we’ll release you!”
A Third Brigade captain came into the cell and whispered into my ear, “If you don’t yield, there will be endless tortures waiting for you! You’ll die behind bars!”
And the Chatou chief said, “Said there are many talented people in Falun Gong. But we’ll ruin you all if you don’t listen to the CCP! If you don’t renounce Falun Gong in this forced labor camp, we’ll send you to Study Class (brainwashing gulags)! Still don’t renounce in Study Class, we’ll send you to prison! Our government has plenty of places to imprison you!”
I had known before being incarcerated, that Jiang Zemin had given orders to construct many prisons in remote, desolate regions, for imprisoning Dafa practitioners.
What choice should I make?
I couldn’t see the other fellow practitioners; I had no idea what choices they were making.
I had to make the choice by myself.
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